Would it be dreadful to say that I'm still in love with Christopher?
I talked to him yesturday and I never felt so happy. He said he was looking forward to seeing me and that he'd walk with me when he comes down.. at night. He really amazes me.
He put me through so much bullshit. But I finally realized that in order to see the rainbow, you must put up with the rain. And Boy did I put up with some rain.
You know. Yeah, there's people who could make me smile. But never do I have the same kind of smile as I do when he says something to me. When he hugged me, I had a smile that shined a star. And I agree that love in the ultimate hate. But when you're going through it. It does not doubt you.
If it is meant to be, it will happen.
I'm 13. Yeah, pretty young to say I'm in love. But how does that make me any different then 25 year olds. Age? Age should not even be in com-pa-tion (sp?) Age is just a number. Just because you are older does not make you wiser. Even the wisest of them all could be as young as me.
I've been pretty happy.
Anyways, I love those Identity Theft commercials. They fuckin' crack me up every time.
School is almost over, and I haven't been writing about it lately. I went into cousiling for a day. He made me show my arm from the time Chris broke up with me in Janurary. He asked why I did it and I said it was none of his business. I don't like it when people interfere with my personal life.
I think I'm failing American Government and Science. I went up in Writing Commications, English, and Reading. Those were always my positive factors.
My friends all have boyfriends. I might have one over the summer.. Guess who?
Sarah and I were having a discussion about teen pregnancy. She said she wanted a kid. She said she's going to get knocked up then tell her mom she wants a kid. Haha. Way to go.
Does this diary know of a Dave? I'm not sure. But he was one of my good friends. This chick wanted me to stop talking to him because she's jealous and I said no. Needless to say Dave likes the chick so we stopped talking. See this is why I hate girls. They always have to ruin my lifestyle. Oh well.
Jeffer and I aren't much of friends anymore. He told me to forget about him but if it wasn't for him. I don't know if I'd be here. So he will never be forgottened. No matter how much he wants me to forget him. I hope he realizes that.
Sammi threw away her razor. For good. Sammi is going out with Elijah. Elijah is one good kid and he will not hurt her. And if he does hurt her. I will kick his ass!
Not to long ago I went to the mall and saw Chris and Mark. Mark looks like a fucking giant. Chris was telling me how "SHORT" Mark is. He was comparing height and he had to curve to make it seem like he's taller. Which he's not even close.
Tom and Bianca are going out. Bryanna and Mark are going out, Chris G. and Stacy, Tasha and Keith, Sammi and Elijah.. I'm just so lonely.
I really love Chris.
"Your first love never really dies" -- True dat mofo!
I was thinking about how I used to go up Trish's house. I miss babysitting Mackki D and Alexis.
Much Love,
Kay